This is Gertrude (:
All I ask is for the truth. When you can't give me that, nothing remains.
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My brain hates you. My heart misses you. I’m gonna follow my brain this time, obviously my heart fucked me over last time.
Ah. Being hurt. The joy.
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That I didn’t care about people so much. I won’t let people see me upset because I don’t want to upset them. I don’t tell people what I feel because I don’t want to put that burden on them. I don’t speak my mind, because I know all too well the damage that can be done. I don’t cry in front of people because I’ve been hurt. I won’t let myself be vulnerable. I put on this big happy look, and hide what I feel because people mean more to me than my own self worth. No one ever knows when my mind is off lurking in dark grounds, or when my heart aches, and I just want to sulk & cry. No one notices when I’m stressed, or how badly losing my bestfriend affected me. No one notices that I cry damn near daily because I can’t do anything else. It’s supposed to be “healing takes time”, but passing the spot that my bestfriend died at daily sure as hell isn’t helping. I’ve got to where I close my eyes when passing.. & I talk to her. I don’t know what’s wrong, why I can’t tell anyone anything. Why I can’t let anyone in.. I wish I could change who I am and how I am, but I don’t know how.
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